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Arshi FF : Without You

Arshi FF : Without You

without you: chapter 11

INDEX yumeji ni wa ashi mo yasumezu kayoedomo utsutsu ni hitome mishigoto wa arazu though i go to you ceaselessly along dream paths, the sum of those trysts is less than a single glimpse granted in the waking world. ~~~ ono no komachi~~~ there were fights, practically ever night. pita ji’s voice rising, sharp, rebuking, cutting. sobs from maa sometimes, sometimes just a quiet resolved tone. they could never hear the words clearly… just feel the night voices ricocheting against…

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Arshi FF : Without You

without you: chapter 10

INDEX tengo hambre de tu boca, de tu voz, de tu pelo i crave your mouth, your voice, your hair. y por las calles, voy sin nutrirme, callado, silent and starving, i prowl through the streets. no me sostiene el pan, el alba me descuicia, bread does not nourish me, dawn disrupts me, all day busco el sonido liquido de tus pies en el dia i hunt for the liquid measure of your step. ~~~pablo neruda, love sonnet xi~~~ she…

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Arshi FF : Without You

without you: chapter 9

INDEX “what did we hear? it was the breath we took when we first met. listen. it is here.” ~~~ harold pinter ~~~ “jaa rahi ho?” his voice was soft, husky, with that grain that was his. only his. (are you going away?) she closed her eyes, a rush of blood, crimson, gushing, pounding coursed through her toes, her gut, her head, her ears. she whirled around. and looked straight into chocolate brown eyes. glittering. *** her entire being went…

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Arshi FF : Without You

without you: chapter 8

INDEX omoraboti, my friend farha has made that stirring banner.     “eternity is said not to be an extension of time but an absence of time, and sometimes it seemed to me that her abandonment touched that strange mathematical point of endlessness, a point with no width. occupying no space.” ~~~ graham greene, the end of the affair ~~~ she leaned over him and peered at his face intently. every plane, rise, fall, and curve of it, why was…

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Arshi FF : Without You

without you: chapter 7

INDEX omoraboti, my friend farha has made that evocative banner.     whenever i hear old chronicles of love, its age old pain, its ancient tale of being apart or together as i stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge clad in the light of a pole star, piercing the darkness of time. ~~~ rabindranath tagore, unending love ~~~   “do you know, arnav, there are so many things i want to tell you. all…

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